It's the end of June, and I haven't done JACK with my summer. I'm lazy, it's hot, and it's boring. Nothing better to get fat, and sleep. ><>
I shower, but I do nothing with my hair, which makes it get dirtier faster. I need to straighten my hair. Fml.
As for him. I don't think of him anymore. And I could give a shit less about him. He was like any one else,.. a heartbreaker. I'm "fat". So that's my name now. No one will listen to me anymore, when I need to talk to them.
The one thing I hate about summer is how everyone ELSE chagnes. Growing up is happening too fast. Getting behind the wheel of a car, taking care of myself when it comes to responsibility, and eating.
High School's already in the middle of progressing, and I feel like it's already almost over.. Sophomore year's going to fly, just as fast as Freshman year did.. except faster.
I just wish it would slow down.
I'm not ready to be an adult but yet I am. I want everyone around me to mature, and realize that their stupid drama isnt' important anymore. What is important is, raising a family, money, and college.
I don't think they'll realize it until it hits them in the face.
I'm tired.
Bye.
Monday, June 22, 2009
Monday, June 1, 2009
I'm Holding Back
I never thought I could do it, because I still think you're irrisistable. Things are totally different compared to what they were. I guess I'm just desperate, is all.
School is now over, and done with, and I feel a big weight lifted OFF my shoulders, and I don't think it could get any better then that. Passing all my classes, makes things even more better. Better then having to spend 150$ for each class I may have failed. Next year, I'm promising myself to stay on top of things in class. It's just going to take some extra work, that I know I can handle, but just don't like admitting it.
We're needing a "break." When I think it's heartbreaking to say in my case. Considering you're my best friend. I just feel so abandoned. Because for the moment being, I have no one to talk to when I need it. Which means I have to absorb the negative without anyone to let me exhale it.
My choices, are fail. Nothing can stop me now from making my choices now. It's not going to have a hell of a difference. I don't feel there's any different if I make the wrong choices or not. I don't know, I know I'll be smarter. If I make choices, I'll be smarter with them. Because I have the guts to say no now. Because I've learned better.
Life
Life
Life
Sucks.
School is now over, and done with, and I feel a big weight lifted OFF my shoulders, and I don't think it could get any better then that. Passing all my classes, makes things even more better. Better then having to spend 150$ for each class I may have failed. Next year, I'm promising myself to stay on top of things in class. It's just going to take some extra work, that I know I can handle, but just don't like admitting it.
We're needing a "break." When I think it's heartbreaking to say in my case. Considering you're my best friend. I just feel so abandoned. Because for the moment being, I have no one to talk to when I need it. Which means I have to absorb the negative without anyone to let me exhale it.
My choices, are fail. Nothing can stop me now from making my choices now. It's not going to have a hell of a difference. I don't feel there's any different if I make the wrong choices or not. I don't know, I know I'll be smarter. If I make choices, I'll be smarter with them. Because I have the guts to say no now. Because I've learned better.
Life
Life
Life
Sucks.
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