Monday, June 1, 2009

I'm Holding Back

I never thought I could do it, because I still think you're irrisistable. Things are totally different compared to what they were. I guess I'm just desperate, is all.
School is now over, and done with, and I feel a big weight lifted OFF my shoulders, and I don't think it could get any better then that. Passing all my classes, makes things even more better. Better then having to spend 150$ for each class I may have failed. Next year, I'm promising myself to stay on top of things in class. It's just going to take some extra work, that I know I can handle, but just don't like admitting it.
We're needing a "break." When I think it's heartbreaking to say in my case. Considering you're my best friend. I just feel so abandoned. Because for the moment being, I have no one to talk to when I need it. Which means I have to absorb the negative without anyone to let me exhale it.
My choices, are fail. Nothing can stop me now from making my choices now. It's not going to have a hell of a difference. I don't feel there's any different if I make the wrong choices or not. I don't know, I know I'll be smarter. If I make choices, I'll be smarter with them. Because I have the guts to say no now. Because I've learned better.


Life
Life
Life
Sucks.

No comments:

Post a Comment